Thank you, guys, you're SO great!!! T-Rex, I'm so sorry... I hope it'll turn out right eventually.
Love is a feeling, a great one, perhaps the greatest and most important one. But it comes at a price of pain: you cannot love someone without never ever feeling pain of, say, loneliness and solitude. It's only natural. I mean if you don't miss a person and don't feel pain when he's gone, it means that what you feel when he's around is not real love.
Well, that's my point of view, anyway. You can agree or disagree with it, I'm not saying that it's an absolute truth.